I like to smoke
I like to drink
I dun like to study
I like to gamble
I like to go clubbing
I enjoy company wif kamps
I'm jus a lousy person
Monday, July 24, 2006
1:58 AM
today went ah lu's home for steamboat.. i met pork & jw at yishun mrt to buy the necessary food for the steamboat before siying & zhen joined us after tt.. zhen saw mi smoke for the 1st time & i knew wat exactly is she thinking at tt moment.. "since when u smoke?" "y did u?" etc..
we make our way to lu's home.. had steamboat together.. tis been a long time since we last had 1, but i feel the feeling wasnt the same as the past.. nt tt fun anymore isn't it?? as in we r all drifting apart, like zhen ba.. maybe cos of her attachment.. siying was still quite alright, cos i occasionally will meet up wif her.. madeline & kw wasnt here.. but wif pork, jw & lu around make things get going.. at least the meal wun be a quiet 1..
pz came around 9 & jason 10.. we played a game wif poker & its like tis.. all of us choose a card each, placing on our forehead without seeing for ourselves, but may see the others' cards.. the 1 wif the smallest lose.. the loser can choose to drink a big cup of water, & i mean really big, or truth or dare.. poor zhen & ying kept drinking & drinking, & they still say they r thirtsy.. haha dunno how to write the word "die" huh? but the last few rounds, im down on my luck & i keep appearing wif Ace.. wtf? we ended the day wif jason's sis driving us wif a lorry back..
msg zhen jus now, apologizing.. i knew 100% she hate ppl who smoke, esp those close to her.. & i still did it.. i expected the reply anyway, but at least she's wasnt tt angry.. cos she thinks she cant do anything to stop mi.. i know we drifted apart, & its gonna be some time when ill meet u again.. hope tis wun really affect us ba.. i dunno if u will be reading tis, but again, i would like to say sorry..
